1993..a memoir by susanna kaysen, an american author...1999..starring winona ryder n angelina jolie...girl, interrupted...a movie dat hv made me think bout life n myself..all d confusions...all d illusions..theres sum saying in dis movie, i quote...
" Have you ever confused
a dream with life?
Or stolen something
when you have the cash?
Have you ever been blue?
Or thought your train moving
while sitting still?
Maybe I was just crazy.
Or maybe i was just a girl...
...interrupted."
yea..its been a while..n i must say dat theres been a lotta things happening lately in my life...sum were joy...sum were sorrow...luv it when im hanging out wif my besfrens...hate it when i hv 2 deal wif things..or even people who r juz...ughhh!!!...noe wat im trying 2 say???
its weird how people tend to change...its like..u think u noe sum1..but actually u dont...n for me..i think its all bout perceptions n xpectations...it seems 2 me dat im alwys perceives people as who i want them 2 b..rather than who they really r..n as usual...i end up getting hurt...
u cant blame them though...i mean..even i cant satisfy everybody around me..but sumtimes...i cant help but wondering..how nice it would b if everything goes as u want them 2 b..dun u?..well, maybe i AM crazy, juz by having those thoughts..but as susanna kaysen would say..
" Was I ever crazy?
- Maybe.
Or maybe life is."
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