eXpectat|ons..

expectations can either make u or break u..

i hated when people alwayz hv dis high expectations of me...its like..as if im an angel..wont do anythin wrong..hey, newsflash!!!!..im juz a girl..

i hated when people comment..."i never xpect u 2 do dat"..or "u of all people"...god!!! stop placing me on a pedestal...stop putting me so up high dat i cant see d ground below..

i hated when my parents ask.."mcm mana peksa ari2??"..n i answered.."ntah la..x confident sgt"..they answered back.."tp leh buat kn..no problem rite.."..wat do u xpect me 2 say..dat i dun think i'll get gud results?? dat i screw up?? i end up telling them dat everythin' is alrite...dat i can do it..but i cant...i end up lying to myself...

i hated every single time i hv a feeling like dis..it makes me unworthy...people hv dis high expectations, n i cant reach it...i juz cant...pls...accept me for who i am..n not for the person u want me to be...